Baby Month

It's here!!

April 2015 -- BABY MONTH!!!

Things feel different.  Different than last time.  Different than the time before.  In good ways.

I still feel hopeful.

And I'm still cautious too.  I just can't let my guard down.

Yesterday Baby Boy's birth mom texted that she thought her water broke.  And I was so excited!! And so terrified!!

(hashtag false alarm)

And in that spirit - the spirit of "no, seriously, there could be a baby in your arms any day now" - I am feeling a crazy urge to get my life in order.

The baskets of folded laundry are taunting me - I couldn't even focus on Grey's Anatomy, I could HEAR them calling me to put them away.

And for some reason I'm waking up at night thinking about the dust on the top of my kitchen cupboards.  I know it's up there.

And my car!!! Ugh my car needs vacuumed so badly.

So I have to go.

Hopefully I'll be able to pop back in here soon with another good update :)

YAY BABY MONTH!!

xo