It's here!!
April 2015 -- BABY MONTH!!!
Things feel different. Different than last time. Different than the time before. In good ways.
I still feel hopeful.
And I'm still cautious too. I just can't let my guard down.
Yesterday Baby Boy's birth mom texted that she thought her water broke. And I was so excited!! And so terrified!!
(hashtag false alarm)
And in that spirit - the spirit of "no, seriously, there could be a baby in your arms any day now" - I am feeling a crazy urge to get my life in order.
The baskets of folded laundry are taunting me - I couldn't even focus on Grey's Anatomy, I could HEAR them calling me to put them away.
And for some reason I'm waking up at night thinking about the dust on the top of my kitchen cupboards. I know it's up there.
And my car!!! Ugh my car needs vacuumed so badly.
So I have to go.
Hopefully I'll be able to pop back in here soon with another good update :)
YAY BABY MONTH!!
xo
